My decision to abort - Part 12

I feel damaged. I feel the emptiness.


I have this innate fear that people will also view me as damaged. It's like I'm not me anymore. So I have to try and work towards finding me. Through all that darkness I have to guide her to the light. She stays in the shadows sometimes but tiny fragments are able to shine through.


Patience is everything right now. To curb the frustration I push on myself. Step by step, day by day.