What better way to let go of thoughts... Life is challenging. It throws you tests every other day and you're there wondering how you are meant to deal with it?
What have I encountered in the last month. After a visit to my home town Perth, I encountered some family drama (as you do), my dog dying and baring my inner feelings to someone who couldn't return them. Let's just say biggest and shittiest timing I have encountered. Upon returning to Melbourne I've had fights with friends - shit that shouldn't even happen and I don't want to deal with and yet I'm always entangled... maybe because I care too much. I nearly had a break down at work - just one day everything was just too overwhelming but going through what happened prior to this, it just seemed the sequences of events was too much. Also, making stupid mistakes at work doesn't help. On top of this, I have had bowel issues that really needed attention and I went for a STD test to ensure I was clean, after having unprotected sex (like an idiot). Thank goodness I have people to share my testing issues with.
One by one all these issues have been ticked off my lists of things that I've overcome. All I can say is, I don't like sitting here in pain after having surgery which involved some anal probing. The next thing on my list is to get cracking on my animal studies and get back into a routine of studying (I'm finding it difficult) and finding a house to buy. My fuck, housing in Melbourne is excruciatingly painful. Painful in the fact that anywhere lovely is over 1 million. Maybe I need to work harder in gaining my footballer husband.
Is this post relevant to anything? Maybe... I just wanted to say that everyone has their own struggles and we shouldn't judge anyone before knowing what they might be going through. We are all fighting our own little battles no matter how significant or insignificant to some. I'm not saying my problems trumps over anyone elses issues. I know that people suffer worse than me. I am thankful my problems are easily solvable and I can deal with them provided I surround myself with positive people. It's amazing how my perspective changes with just some inspirational quotes you find on Facebook and how getting rid of toxic people and toxic issues just make your life better. It's so simple but I guess I need that random post to swim into my news feed for me to be reminded. Let me share with you some of my favs and hope that you too can make a difference for the better :)