I don’t seem to blog about my feelings lately as I seem so busy these days. With Mondays dedicated to dance, Tuesdays dedicated for meditation, I’m finding the other days fill up as well. I have started a sacred circle with 2 people I met along my path. I believe the Universe sent them along my path and I wasn’t seeing the message to connect. Well I finally listened and I think it will work towards my witchcraft quite nicely. We have a good connection and I have much to learn from them and them from me.
My mediumship classes are showing me how much my skills are expanding. I did 6 one card readings yesterday for strangers and it seemed to have really resonated with them. I am doing another 12 -13 readings today and tomorrow. I am excited with how my skills are developing and I am helping people. This is what I was made for. As I keep practising, I’m gaining more confidence in the feedback these people give me. It’s quite promising.
Work is much of the same though I finally got a manager. I have been suffering anxiety and spoke with a counsellor not long ago to give me steps to overcome this situation. She told me to be more mindful and really be more present. Don’t think about work on the way to work, but listen to music and start paying attention to my surroundings. On top of this, I’ve started dancing in the morning to get exercise in and taking regular breaks at work so I am not so anxious. It’s really been helping.
My meditations are getting into some more deeper symbols. Because I don’t know what these mean, I ordered a symbology book to help understand what these can mean and give me guidance. A lot of what I see for myself are symbols and it’s hard to interpret. I also did my first tarot reading for myself with a deck I bought when I was in high school. Never really touched the deck until now (some 15 years later), so I am starting to learn this also. My first reading on myself said if I’m not careful, I will stretch myself thin both physically and spiritually, so I really need to focus on my health and just general well-being. Last week I felt so drained and it was really odd. I feel fine now as I asked a clear quartz crystal to help energise me, but maybe that was a cry for help from my body to just take it easy. I may also go have a blood test to see how I’m doing. The overall message from my tarot reading was that I’m connected to these other 2 in my sacred circle and they will assist me.
Apart from this, I spent some time in nature – I visited Lorne in Victoria which was a nice coastal city and the Dandenong Ranges had some nice forest and greenery. I think I am very much earth element and when I spend time in nature, I feel so calm and peaceful. I can’t wait to spend more time there when I can. I see my skills spiritually are expanding and there is so much more to come! If anyone wants a card reading, please let me know as I’m open and not charging for them as I’m still learning.