Day 42 - A Year of Spiritual Awakening - Your Own Particular Needs...

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Lesson 42: Your own particular needs...

We are led on experiences that are meant for our highest self. Our soul path is one we have to trust even if following blindly. We don’t always have the answers and really, we aren’t always meant to. Our future isn’t set and we are always making choices that allows for experiences to flow.

Today I am to ask myself – do I know where I am going? If I have no idea, can I let go and trust, open myself to the mystery and what does it feel like to walk blindly?

I don’t know exactly where I am going but I have a little bit of an idea. I mean, I am currently on my own spiritual awakening and my journey is amazing, in that I am constantly learning, not only about myself but something much more larger than myself. I find it hard to let go of past difficulties though I am currently working through those situations that plague my mind, most of which is buried in my subconscious. I am putting a lot of trust in the universe to send me what I need when I am ready. It’s a slow release for something much grander for my life. I just know I’m here to make a difference and I look forward to it.

I am finding that my living through experience is going really well. There’s so much to be gained when you start to live like this and there is a hunger to learn more. I want to make sure my life is meaningful , not for anyone else but enriching for me. I might seem late to the party as a lot of my experiences are being experienced now that I’m 33, though I find it’s never too late to achieve what you want in life. I am not going to be the limiting factor in anything I do.

It’s been hard to let go and trust the universe having a plan. There has been a lot of doubt in my skills and ability, but I believe that it’s something new to me, and therefore that’s where that fear sets in. Definitely pushing comfort zones and I will continue doing this. The path is wide open and I’m just taking it as it comes.