Day 307 - A Year of Spiritual Awakening - The Law of Attraction...

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Lesson 307: The Law of Attraction...

The “law of attraction” states that you attract what you are. Yet you are all parts: divine and mundane, sacred and profane, particulate and One. In other words, the Universe attracts itself, in all the ways it is itself.
— Sara Wiseman

If the law of attraction is all about what we are and what we want to attract, then we need to ask ourselves this very question. Today we are to think about all the things we are and this is what we attract.

This may seem like a very confronting lesson as it really delves into what you think you are – some things that are nice and some things that aren’t so nice. I think I was quite lost for some time in my life, trying to make an understanding of who I was for so long. I think in that part of my life, I really adopted people along the way that were trying to figure it out too. I left Perth to Melbourne because I felt I was quite different from my friends there. I had just got out of a long-term relationship whilst everyone else was getting married or having children. When I moved to Melbourne, I found that the people around me were still trying to figure their lives out. It was comforting.

I wanted to just really find myself in these years. I attracted new friends by pushing comfort zones and going to meetups with the intention to make new friends. It worked out. Even when I found my spiritual path, I asked to meet witches and people like me. That also worked out.

I’ve had so many years trying to build confidence and love myself. To this day, I still doubt my own worth. I guess for me, there is so much confidence you can display and niceness you can put out into the world wanting to attract a partner, and that it doesn’t pay off. I am always myself. I don’t change to suit anyone else. I have been working on myself and learning to love myself. So, that’s the one thing I would love to attract because it would be nice to have, though it’s the one thing I can’t attract. It’s one of those life questions “what else can I do?”. I just keep going about my day. Keep trying to push comfort zones to do different activities in order to meet new people. People say when you aren’t looking they come. From my experience, when I’m not looking or attempt at looking, the outcome is the same.

Enough about that… let me move on. I always try and be strong. I don’t necessarily have people to rely on because I do live alone. I think by being strong, it helps to attract this type of mentality in others. I like to think I’m nice and attract nice friends. I am proud of who I am in being independent and it attracts that notion in others. I try to be positive and even though bad things can happen during times of positivity, I am able to overcome those moments because of my mindset. I think I bring about that for other people too.

So, this law of attraction, I am not sure it works in the way it’s meant to for me. I feel like I’m more a leader that can help others, rather than me attracting what I put out there back to me. Maybe this is the way it happens for me. I don’t get things as a like for like. Maybe it’s open for interpretation. Anyway, I’m done with this topic. I don’t think I relate to it at this point in my life.